So tonight’s post is completely random. Basically… I have nothing
to write about but felt inspired to write. So we’ll see what comes out :-\
The past couple days I’ve been feeling blah with a side of
laziness. I don’t know, maybe it’s because the insane amount of stress I’ve
been under for the past year is finally loosening up. It was like running the
longest marathon in history and now it’s time to recover. Therefore my body is
like “nope, we are just going to lay here and chill.” Honestly I am so give
out/lazy that while putting a toy away in my little boys room today I started
eyeing my five year olds bed.
Yes, yes I did..
The next thing I knew he was standing over me waking me up
wondering why I took a nap on his bed?? Then said “Mama, you know what makes my
bed even MORE comfty??” (comfty is totally a word our house) He then raced over
and grabbed one of his favorite blankies and covered me up. Wow – mom fail, of
epic proportions, but so sweet on my son’s part.
Or maybe it’s the weather. Seriously. While the rest of the
US had a horrible record setting winter, we had nada. Then an early spring. But
now the weather is just murky. Grey, cloudy, cool-ish days with a few
sprinkles. Like even the weather can’t work up the energy to really do
something, I know how you feel Mother Nature, I’m there with you.
The problem with this mood is it snowballs SO quickly. Next
thing you know I’ve stopped working out, like nothing in – eeeek – 6 days. I’ve
had massive amounts of junk food, which really doesn’t motivate me to accomplish
anything and doesn’t nothing to help the waistline. All I really feel motivated
to do is curl up with a “comfty” blanket and read a really good book. And
sometimes that’s ok. But I’ve had several days to do so and now it’s time to
get rolling again.
Yea this little self pep talk isn’t helping either, LOL how’s
it working for you?? I think I’ll just turn on an episode of Longmire and
settle into bed.
But tomorrow is a new day, a chance to start fresh with
hopefully some motivation in the sunshine (that’s not in the forecast tomorrow)
one rain cloud at a time.
